introspective me

waging

Since I moved back, I’ve realized that the things I hold dear to life have been on cruise control. My thoughts, my emotions, my passion… the things that made me the essential “me”, those things were set aside, practically ignored and now I’m on a journey to revive those thoughts, emotions, and passions. I mean, [...]

Posted at 10:30 pm on Monday, June 1, 2009 | leave a comment | Filed Under: 1 | read on

everyday

I know to loving me isn’t easy, and putting up with me is a task in itself. You have the hardest job of taking care of my well being. You keep me balanced, you keep me focused, and when it life gets too tough to face, I know I can dwell in your love. And [...]

Posted at 4:52 pm on Sunday, May 11, 2008 | leave a comment | Filed Under: life, love | read on

About

..::dive deep::..

I write… on paper, on walls, in people, for people… with words in ink, or spoken from thoughts… to touch the open hearts and to stimulate the close minded. I leave it up to creativity and spontaneity to define who I am. (Mind+Heart=Impulsive) There are times where I can be reckless but devil-may-care. I express my passion through words, though words can be cheap and lose meaning when only words are involved. But I don’t express just words, it’s my heart that I offer. I am on a journey of the passionate. There are times that I flaunt my mask of courage, but in reality I am a coward. I fear, not because I am a fearful person but because I am afraid of doing something less than perfect. Maybe it’s a flaw of mine but I cling on to it, because it’s me (125%). I guess perfection can be a state of mind, or to some a peace of mind. I find peace in excellence… I find joy in talent. The extraordinary people excite me. I am not talking about the most talented beings, but more so the people who find joy in what they are passionate for and expressing them in the most humblest ways… either in the quiet of their own bedroom, or in front of a massive throng. I am impressed, intrigued by passion. A thinker by nature, at times I confuse myself because of how deep I let my mind go. I am not a man of answers but a man of questions… I am on a quest of enlightenment. I love wisdom. At times I gain wisdom in the most difficult ways. Through the gauntlet of my own mistakes and failures is where most of my wisdom is birthed. I guess my nickname can be “foolish”. Dumb in my ways always leaves me speechless to say the least. But enough of this Tom Foolery… I love people. Conversations of BS, with me LMAO that leads me to ask myself WTF(?), rouses my spirit… I enjoi laughter that leaves my stomach aching and my eyes in tears… sm:)es on peoples faces that’s contagious enough to spread my face from ear to ear….. I have split personalities, I am an extravert with introverted qualities. As you can see I am not a book you can read by the cover. I have deep pages upon pages of endless thoughts and blahzays. Love me or hate me, but don’t judge me… it’s all bueno.. I’m out!

[[[love]]]

-ml