onward

I find myself here a lot, here at this place of wondering if I’m okay and knowing that I’m okay. Lately, I’ve been doing more thinking than writing. And there’s this one thought, this one question that always remain: Am I content? In the now-now time I contemplate on that question a lot differently. Before I used to answer that question though the eyes of other people rather than through the honest seeking of my heart. It has been easier to ignore my “soul cries” being that I am so far away from home. But being the person that I am, ignoring it does no good, because I can’t fake being well.

And I don’t want you to think that I’m in a mess or walking down a wrong path. I see now that way I choose or wherever I may go, I will always learn of who I am and learn of how God is always, constantly working through me. It’s a beautiful sunny Monday and I am blessed to see another day.

[[[love]]]

-ml