torn

I just flew in a few hours ago… traveling each month is grueling for the mind and I find myself living in two places. For the most part it’s a love/hate thing. I love visiting Sacramento, to see family and friends, but when I have to go home I don’t want to go. Then when I’m home here in Seattle, I love it and I when I think about moving back I just can’t see it ever happening. Being here helped me realize how much I took for granted when I was back in Cali, especially my family. It’s funny how comfortable you get when forget to appreciate what you have. I guess to fully enjoy the things you have in life, it takes more than just having them around. God has always been around me but I haven’t neccessarily been around Him as much. So my deeper appreciation of Him has faded… I’ve just been comfortable, or a better word for it: lazy, and a great excuse: busyness.  Nothing in life is free and if it is free, the level of appreciation for it is very minimal. I found out that when you work hard, don’t complain, and be grateful for what is given to you… you’ll be alright.

[[[love]]]

-ml


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